I tried

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It’s funny how life goes you love someone with everything you got and they take it for granted,not only do they break you down,,taking every ounce of self- respect you have they kiss you softly and make feel it agian then when you. Can’t help but love them more they say your to crazy a stalker. To let them have a. Breather cuz they need someone knew,,,finally one day. You see. The truth you. Decide you do Have love for yourself. You. Give them what they. Wanted. And You find somebody knew. I hope you make sense of it i don’t 

Tear Drops

My love for you is so deep i cant even sleep you make my head hurt cuz you never ever leave i think of you day and night even in my dreams. Why do you rob me of love and then you act like its all me,well guess what friend I got this dont even believe for one second your going to win, ,once you give in ill be free 

Starting to see

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1. Starting to see the difference a life time can be my love for. You will grow. Like weeds i try my hardest to. Put you away it’s the. Hardest. To love without you wanting the same

He who loves

Crying.aint bad just don’t let it have a hold on you,remember to be strong. It’s okay to miss people if you are down just don’t stay don’t get. Back. Up and fight. Have. Faith,some people. Are just so hateful they will do anything to ruin another persons life,i just want to say just work at not being that person love. With your. Whole. Heart,forgive with everything you got,,,life. Is life. We tend to let are thoughts create are life 

5 Decades later

You know what my dad Fought for his contry i am so proud of him for that he. Was. Always providing for us he worked as a janitor at doors hospital until I was sixteen then he started going blind that’s the. Very first time i heard about. Agent Orange…At that time i had no idea that his offspring. Would be having health problem. Mental issue drug issues all these. Issues it’s fucking sad sorry if i offend. Anyone and sorry for. The language im about to use,,,fuck it im pissed my dad fought for his country why did he have to. Suffer. And now why does the rest of us have to continue to have issues and then they put us on a list called denied until You die no one will. Hire me I’ve always been. Considered slow going to school. If your in special ED they always only taught me third grade work. Google actually taught me. Almost everything i know. Lucky i had a few good teachers who took the time to. Teach me to read because thats what has gotten me to this point in life. I had social anxiety bad impulse. Problems addictive personality,,,Diabetes almost everyone of us have had it or just finding out who Will listen mostly noone because people. Just don’t care I’ve been trying to make people here me they. Just don’t want to hear about it THE government isn’t good as far as im concerned MY son wants to go to the army i would. Be ok with it only because he wants to fight for his country he wants to be like my dad i think the government sucks i think the Monsantos corporation really suck for creating. Agent Orange they knew what damage it was. Going to cause but still. They. Spay are. Food with it not to smart

Waiting to die

Little things can wait,don’t you see nothing else matters to me. My life is slowly slipping away time. Cant keep holding me like this its time to let me go my life is over. God Has plans for my very soul,,dont cry little one remember. The best times not the sad ones im free at last. Stop crying for me life will go on for you little ones don’t let my passing. Bring. You heartache

The eye

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Wondering eye’s never give up. They see things from. Another  piont of view,,It’s sad. The heart gets broken she. Has to feel the torcher wait don’t get it twisted the pain she inflicted. Just made her stronger don’t you understand my love for him will never die i love him more then i should. He. Is the reason for my pain the one who causes. My tears to fall like rain,when im  with You nothing else matters your hands so soft your kisses are sweet please never give up on me 

Today tomorrow and the next day

Society isn’t what it once was,or maybe it is who really. Cares as long as people. Stay. Out of my business. And i stay out of there bussiness we will be fine. O’no we won’t. Shouted the guy two rolls down. I thought to myself. What. The. Hells wrong with that. Guy

Lite talk

People are people. You shouldn’t judge its a very hard situation. To be. So forgiving but yet your. Really. Hurt. And angry,,people are so heartless now days. I guess maybe. I need. To find different family to hang around sometimes. Its better to let go of some people if there just holding you back or causing you. Hard time,maybe there just influencing you to. Much. Or hurting you

Dont give up it might. Take. Time. Remember. Absence makes the heart grow fonder,i don’t Know. But I know,I Don’t care but i care,i love You but I don’t I  love You,,but I don’t love You. I hate you. But I don’t hate you.,,do you. Get. What I’m saying it’s. Confusing.  Life.