What if

What if life was easy and

TONIGHT

Have you done enough break me in two then you laugh at me dont you think im human i have feelings i deserve to be treated with respect i don’t disrespect you o wiat text you to much and call you names i am working on that. I didn’t know the real truth of what my words could cause your my love i know i must let you go so i can move forward on my path

Master piece

With my words i can speak what i will there my words. Its my mouth speaking my words. However. Just. Remember. There’s people everywhere who hear The words we speak so if were always talking. Negative. We are making the people around feel are energies. Why. Would we want to do that. So it really does matter what words we use” if we go around. Saying we hate this of that. We tend to throw out bad vibes so people we Are around.feel the. Energy. And there day starts going. The same way. Its amazing in the last week I’ve been noticing my words. And man im not always as positive as I should be so i am going to. Work on that i want to be the best I can be. So i have been taking small steps. I have a lot of issues in life one of them is i am an alcoholic i would drink everyday. In the last 3week’s i haven’t. Been drinking i don’t. Want to drink Anymore i feel so much better without it the best part is it gives me more will power 

The one within me

The person within me she’s Very strong yes she’s been through struggles felt like crying maybe even dying. Been in love with someone who didn’t love her back the pain she felt made her stronger she is not perfect not at all she’s been a very bad mom lacking responsibility forgetting to love thy self and running from gid

Showing love

        I. Want to start by saying im a sinner.  Im. Not perfect i make mistakes sometimes im a little. Jerk. Who needs to just keep silence. Im just saying that i haven’t. Been. Writing because who would i be if. I sat here acting like im not still. Lost in the things of the world,what. I can say. I prayed the lord would. Transform me into the best me he dont start. Something that he ain’t. Going to finish 

Pin and paper

Self-Worth is your values. What you perceive of yourself and your Actions and the people that you hang around that determines the way people vaule you my. Thought is. I don’t care what people think about me we are all equal. God are father. The Lord jesus Christ. In heaven created us all in gods image we are one we. Are power we are love and together we can. Conquer anything i know this. That. I am a creator

Running from myself

Have you ever been fed up thinking  to yourself, why is life so hard then you relize that your the only one that can change it . Well thats were my heads at right now i am spiritually drowning i know gods. Trying to get my attention however. I keep. Running. I know. What. Has to happen. For my life to get better. I have to let everything go i need to let go of everything holding me 

I’m sorry

Im sorry for the names i called im sorry for the pain i may have caused i can’t. Tell you how to feel i can’t make you love me the only one i can change is me and how i react to a situation as hard as it may be my eyes are tired. My life is broken i want to be happy how when my heart feels empty, ,life isn’t. Supposed to be this way im changing me one step at a time