| noraswithin

 TOdays a brand new day you have the option to make it whatever you want,it happens to be one of those days you know the days im talking about nothing seems too goo your way even if you. Wanted things go. Be a tad bit different they wouldn’t be it’s like i convence myself the night before that when i wake up everything is going too go bad so can someone tell. Me it why it happens like this  how can i. Stop if. I don’t know im doing it 

Dad

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When things make you sad like missing your dad do you cry or do you tuck it away,i cry ,i try my best to hide. When i cry. My heart feels weak.remembering all the memories of you we had fun times we had sad ones as well there were moments you made me mad as hell dad i miss you yes i do dont ever think i didnt love you,,,not a day has gone by that we dont think of you sometimes i see mom and she has tears in her eyes ya i know dad the fighting. Amongst are selfs needs to stop i agree. Im sorry dad for making. Choices i still. Continue to make. I know your. Still. Here. In spirit. I hope i never. Have to

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I just don’t get. It right now, I feel. like i just don’t belong kinda like im different Noone will. Understand me these are just a few thoughts that run through my mind. Everyday  it’s. A never-ending. Battle. Of constant sabotage i can handle criticism. Because there’s nobody that can bring me down. Like i bring myself down I tell myself. How stupid. I am every single day. Just saying its always. Been like. That 

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Tears falling from my eyes I miss you so much i can cry i no dad ur still with us looking down. Helping us dad

Introduction

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IT started one cold monday night nora. Grew very vant. And had so much anger in her she just started writing. She wasn’t sure what to write however it wasn’t very hard once she started. Yes i am nora im surely going To be heard. Im tired of not doing what i need to do to get my son its me im the only one who can make things change i am blogging. So i can share my story see i had my first kid 05/22/1999 i named her molly marie herring.  that’s. The day my life as a kid was over its crazy how life gets the best. Of you in 2002 I had my son 1/12/2002 his name zachary gene herring and I thought that being a parent changes things and it did of course. A little over a year later i had another little girl. She was. Born 09/16/2003  34 days after. She was born on 10/20/2003 it was around. 130 in the afternoon. We took a nap woke up are. Life’s were charged forever Elizabeth. Was gone i can say this our life as we new it changed. I can truly say life. will never be the sameCPS came into my life actually I should say family’s. In partnership. The people. Was there i will never. Forget them. this is a little insight on my lifetake it how you want it now let me start by sayingI’ve learned a lot from people and situations wishing I just want to be given a fair chance chance